Once again I have abandoned you (how many times have I said that now) and yes, I am a total bitch for it. What makes me even more of a bitch is the fact that I can't see the neglect ending soon; I have a shit-tonne of super-important exams this month and I kinda want to do well, or at least try to, so I'm going to focusing on schoolwork for the next few weeks. Feel free to flame me about this/anything else I have ever done in the comments below; go on, you know I deserve it.
My ongoing feud with my so-called friend is still ongoing. I could have punched her in Critical Thinking today (I didn't). The girls on my table were going on about how stupid the whole '#CutForBieber' thing is (if you don't know, it was trending on Twitter yesterday and was basically this campaign to get Bieber fans to cut themselves in order to persuade Justin to stop smoking Marijuana). My 'friend' who knows I used to have a problem/still kinda do with cutting, decided to say, "Urgh, people who cut themselves are disgusting and sick in the head." I don't know if she meant it directed at me but, well, it still stung. And now I kinda wanna cut myself; I could, easily. I've got scissors and if anyone saw I could just blame my dog. But I'm not as gutsy as I used to be, so we'll see.
Life is a bitch (and so am I - if you get the Green Day reference, I love you) for the above reasons. And for this reason too; I've got an English retake GCSE exam tomorrow. Retake because I got a U (for un-markable) last time due to me having a massive mental breakdown in the exam and having a panic-attack. It, along with the above, is stressing me out and making me want to cut. A lot.
Enough misery, though; anyone else completely in love with Black Veil Brides' new album? I sure as hell am! Yeah, the whole concept is kinda a rip off of Danger Days (My Chemical Romance), but it's a very different kind of song and it's currently in the process of rocking my socks clean off!
Also, I had this awesomesauce dream the other night and it's given me an idea for some original fiction. Here is a quick summary of the dream; it involved Gerard Way, a Steampunk AU and aliens. Yesh, I have strange (see:epic) dreams.