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  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Buried Alive by Avenged Sevenfold
  • Eating: Chocolate-peppermint cupcake
ANGSTY RANT BEGINNING.... NOW

I had my college interview on Tuesday, which was both really good and really, well, depressing. Good because, well, I got in and told that I'll most likely be on the 'Gifted and Talented' register as well as probably being able to get a scholarship (£600 a year) for Humanities/English. Depressing because the first thing the lady said was "I know about your mum". This was depressing for two different reasons; firstly because just mentioning it is depressing, secondly because it pisses me off to think that the first thing everyone thinks about me is 'oh shit, PROBLEM CHILD'. Yes, they kinda have a point, but (not wanting to sound cocky) I'm still getting decent grades; just because shitty things have happened to me it doesn't automatically mean that I'm a shitty person. Nor does it mean that I want their fucking sympathy. Just because I have issues with self harm and (used to) have suicidal tendencies it doesn't mean I want people to pity me or just assume that I'm an asshole-ish problem child who needs a councilor or some shit like that.

ANGSTY RANT.... OVER!!


SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS (NOT REALLY) BEGINNING.... NOW



I went to the Kerrang! Tour last night at Southampton Guildhall; it was FUCKING AWESOME!!! I forced Alex (formerly known as Lookalike) to go with me and, well, I think it was certainly an education for the poor boy seeing as I took his gig virginity. I was trying to get in with this cute emo boy, when Alex thought it appropriate to turn around and say to him in a dead-serious voice, "SHE ABUSES ME". Onto the acts, though; Fearless Vampire Killers, Tonight Alive, Chiodos and Black Veil Brides (alongside their buddy William Control). Tonight Alive were pretty good, but Jenna McDougall's microphone was pretty shit so half the time I couldn't understand what she was singing, although she is an amazing singer. Chiodos were incredible and it was during their set that I abandoned Alex in favor of the mosh-pit (I am still in pain now) whilst he held my bag. Black Veil Brides were great too but, I am ashamed to say (as I am a MASSIVE BVB fan), that Andy Biersack had a backing-track; in short, there was a little bit of lip-syncing going on. Fearless Vampire Killers, though, were the best out of the lot, seriously, it was the first time I've ever seen a mosh-pit to an Elton John song. The gig ended at eleven and I was knackered, as was Alex. In the car on the way home he tried to use my shoulder as a pillow; I was just like, 'bitch please, you're MY pillow' and so it was that he resumed his job as being my cushion. Pffft.... and people think we're together. ;P

On a kind of serious note, I think I'm going to discontinue 'Crossfire'. Why? Because I'm just not really feeling it anymore and the thought of writing a chapter-fic right now is stressing me out. Now, this might be extremely pretentious of me, but, well, I've been thinking about doing a 'My Story' kind of thing. Like a condensed, one-chapter biography of my life, probably starting from when my mum got sick to now, including details on pretty much everything; from why I started cutting to why I REALLY got excused from school for most of last year, although I'm sure that most of you probably know/don't care. Either way, what do you think of the idea?


So, how the fuck are you guys doing?? :)
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~NinjAPixiEX3 Feb 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Yeah I'd totally love to read a chapter on your life. I'm thinking of doing the same thing, though I'm not exactly sure how I should plan it out.
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*CorporateRockWhore Feb 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I've just finished writing mine. I didn't plan it; I just wrote it as it came, although I did keep it mostly chronological. :)
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~Perfection273 Feb 10, 2013  Student General Artist
I'm pretty good, we had standardized tests so no homework this past week!
HOORAY!
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*CorporateRockWhore Feb 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
No homework FTW!!! :D
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hehehe...I'm getting a full scholarship at my new school 'coz they were impressed by my math and science skills :3
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*CorporateRockWhore Feb 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Well done! £600 a year is the most my college offers (it's free to go anyway, because I'm British), so I'm hopefully gonna get that. :)
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I know you'll get that soon :3
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~CheeseLovingChester Feb 8, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
You seem to have had a great time :3 I've never been in a proper mosh pit, it's always been these sort of.. polite mosh pits? I don't even know how to describe it, but everyone's not always jumping and pushing you around... We Swedish people are wussy.


And the 'My Story'-thing seems really interesting :)
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*CorporateRockWhore Feb 9, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I did, thanks! Violent mosh-pits (especially walls of death) are the best; I like having battle scars to remember the night by. ;P

Thanks, I think I'll do it. :)
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*asylum-of-the-angels Feb 8, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
glad you had a good time! well, mostly....i'd read the 'my story' thing, by the way!
doing good :) watched my first episode of 'merlin' today, only a few years late.....oh well!
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