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There are certain things I’ll never say,
Like how I thought about killing myself today
Just to keep my own scary thoughts away.
Like how I stay awake way too late
To be sure I don’t awake in a bloody state.
Like how I soaked white into red last night
And turned myself into a ghastly sight.
Like how it hurts too much to breathe
When I make my own skin seethe.
Like how I Google things I shouldn’t
When I want to do things I couldn’t.
Like how I’m scared of being alone
Yet I’m only happy when I’m on my own.
Like how I know I’ll wind up killing myself
And turn into just a dusty photo on a dusty shelf.
Like how I make myself bleed every day
Even though I know I can’t go on this way.
Like how I maybe want someone to see
And for them to somehow help me.

But nobody will ever help me,
Not really,
Because those are all the things I’ll never say.
Thanks for reading. :)
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ak311294 Apr 10, 2014  New member
be strong and never give up
DrCrazyWolf Apr 8, 2014  New member
There are things I never want to say like " good-bye ". I hate those words. If you to know why go look in my journal. But please stay strong for all of us. We might not friends but, you can talk to me if you want to, and remember that life is beautiful and everyday that you're alive is a gift, don't waste it.:( 
CorporateRockWhore Apr 14, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you :hug: :hug: :hug:
I liked this, but it went to far for me. Along with that it took a different direction than I could relate to. Would you mind if my version of this?
CorporateRockWhore Apr 3, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks; I'm glad you liked it! :D

Go for it! :)
The11thNightfall Apr 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
We all have many things we'll never say. Thank you for telling us.
Close many a heart, I think we have all been there at times,  but never give in, never give up!
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