Wow, haven't written something this depressing in ages.
Side note: By writing this, I am not trying to glorify or romanticise things like self-harm, depression, anxiety, etc. As someone who has been through all of the above, I know that it is not something to be romanticised and if you feel like the above poem, feel free to note me if you want a chat or whatever. I wrote this just because I felt like I had to get it out.
Another side note: You are beautiful and don't let anyone tell you any different.