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Cut ItI’ve got so much to say
But not enough words to say it;
Perhaps I should scream it
Or cry it,
No;
I should cut it.

Blood speaks so much louder than words,
Blades cry so much sharper
Pain screams so much softer
And it’s the only way I know how to talk
Even if it makes it hard to walk
For days after.

I think I’m going to hell,
Well, that’s just swell
Because ever since I fell
Pain’s all I’ve known anyway.
It’s like a blanket,
Hiding all the hate from view,
The shield between me and the monster,
The monster that is me.

Ever heard of freedom?
Yeah, so have I,
But I don’t know what it is
Only tha
The Room Across the HallwayIt’s just the room across the hallway,
Piled high with junk
And faraway thoughts,
Empty isolation
And forgotten retorts.

It’s just the room across the hallway,
It used to be hers
But then she went away,
No matter how hard
I’d beg and pray.

It’s just the room across the hallway,
I refuse to go in
Because ghosts of the past
Remind me of how life
Can never last.

It’s just the room across the hallway,
Damp up the walls,
We don’t talk about her,
Because it hurts more
To remember.

I’d rather just forget
And lose all the happy thoughts,
As well as all the regret
Of that room across the hallway.
shortCUTWhy run a mile
When you can walk a yard?
Why make something easy
Into something hard?
All I need’s a sharp thing,
Something strong and good
To help me succeed
At the one thing
I only ever could.
Carry OnI like sharp things;
The way they shine
The way they hurt
The way they leave a red line.

I like to bleed;
The way it's red
They way it hurts
The way it washes out what they said.

I like to live;
The way it's wrong
The way it hurts
The way it tells me that I am strong.
What You WantMaybe you want them to notice
Maybe you want them to see
Maybe you want them to care about
How you’re lost and lonely me.

Maybe you want them to ask
Maybe you want them to know
Maybe you want them to care about
How your happiness is a show.

Maybe you want them to quiet
Maybe you want them to listen
Maybe you want them to care about
How your blood does glisten.

Maybe you want them to leave you
Maybe you want them to die
Maybe you want them to care about
How your life’s just a lie.
Better ThanYou are
My brother
You're not
My lover.
They called me
A dumb whore
You said
I was more.

You are
My best friend
Here to
The end.
They hurt me
So badly
But you fixed
Me gladly.

You are
My leader
Not just
Some bleeder.
You gave me
So much
To keep me
In touch.

You are
More than
My trusty
Sure plan;
You are
My brother
Better than
My lover.
Please (Don't) Hate MeIf I told you a lie
But it made you smile
Would it still be a sin?
If I opened the door
But turned you away
Would you still come in?

If I sliced my skin
But it didn't hurt
Would it still be wrong?
If I acted all brave
But couldn't face it
Would I still be strong?

If I tied my noose
Around a tree's open arms
Would it be an embrace?
If I left tonight
And begged you stay
Would you still give chase?

If I committed sin
But hurt nobody
Would I be welcome above?
If I do something you hate
But only for your good
Could it still be true love?
LifelineI hate how I look;
The cuts,
The fat,
The bags beneath my eyes.
I hate who I am;
The hurt,
The angst
The endless torrent of lies.

Sometimes I do things I know I shouldn't
And I don't do things I know I should,
Only that I could and would,
So do
Because that's how people work.

Everyone has motives
And nobody is selfless
Only helpless
In this world that doesn't want
To understand.

Everyone's gonna die
And I'm not gonna lie;
Sometimes that thought is the only thing
That gets me through the day.

I miss my old razor blade;
Scissors don't go deep enough
This red isn't my favorite shade;
I like it purer,
More heartfelt
Then I could be surer
Th
Life ItselfThe only time I smiled today
Was when I thought of dying
And how good I am at lying
Each and every single day.

I've got a box of painkillers
They sleep right by my bed
For when all I see is red,
They'll numb it into darkest white.

I've tried talking to people,
But I can't word what I want to say
And maybe I like living this way,
Knowing that I'll die soon.

I know I'm self-destructive
My crosshatch skin screams it
But inside there's a little bit
That still aches to be saved.

I've tried before and I'll try again
To put my worthlessness away
But fate forced me to stay;
Death's a bitch like that.

Life makes me want to die
Yet it won't let me
Things I'll Never SayThere are certain things I’ll never say,
Like how I thought about killing myself today
Just to keep my own scary thoughts away.
Like how I stay awake way too late
To be sure I don’t awake in a bloody state.
Like how I soaked white into red last night
And turned myself into a ghastly sight.
Like how it hurts too much to breathe
When I make my own skin seethe.
Like how I Google things I shouldn’t
When I want to do things I couldn’t.
Like how I’m scared of being alone
Yet I’m only happy when I’m on my own.
Like how I know I’ll wind up killing myself
And turn into just a dusty photo on a dusty sh
Evil, Beautiful, FirefliesI'm covered in fireflies;
All up and down my legs.
They sleep in my skin
And hide my sin,
My precious red fireflies.

They ignite my body
And set it ablaze.
They turn all of my pain
Into a crimson haze,
My precious red fireflies.

They burn through flesh
In a criss-cross mesh
And spread their wings
All over me,
My precious red fireflies.

They hum silently,
Painfully,
Whispering away my shame.
They burn brightly,
Painfully,
Setting my blood aflame,
My precious red fireflies.

I hate them but they love me
But nobody can ever see
Because they refuse to leave.
Not that I want them to;
Because they care,
They understand
More than you ever could
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~theaftermathis2ndary Apr 10, 2013  Student General Artist
there was an episode were he said "your chicken is so under cooked that a skillfuly trained vet could still save it." hes fucking halairious
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*CorporateRockWhore Apr 11, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I do love me some Gordon Ramsey. :D
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~QuantumInnovator Mar 11, 2013
Gordon Ramsay can be nasty, but he can be very inventive when he's nasty.
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He's the funniest angry person I've ever seen. ;P
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This made me think of you: [link]
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:D
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Heeheee
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Made me laugh so much. ;P
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You is so funny.
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Cows don't neigh!
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