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All EndsIf you cut you'll bleed
If you bleed you'll die
If you're sad you'll smile
And if you smile it's a lie

If you lie you'll live
If you live you'll die
If you cheat you'll win
And if you win you'll cry

If you cry you'll lose
If you lose you'll die
If you run you'll stay
And if you stay you'll fly

If you fly you'll fall
If you fall you'll die
'Cause no-one will catch you
If your life is a lie.

Forever - PHAN - Never Part TwoFandom: YouTube
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/Danisnotonfire)
Point of You: Phil

Second, concluding part of 'Never' http://coldkid.deviantart.com/gallery/39806545#/d5k6zkh

“Dan, c’mon, mate! Let me in, yeah?” I pause and rattle the bright-red box in my hand like I’m trying to get a puppy to come to the tempting sound of it’s favourite treats. “I’ve got some Malteser’s for you if you open the door.”

“Fuck off, Phil. I’m not fucking five.”

Okay, that hurt. So Dan’s said stuff like that before, just never in this way; all spiteful and spat out like it’s meant sp

Zzz - PHANFandom: YouTube
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Point of View: Phil

"Phil. Hey, Phil! I need you, Phillip!"

I spring out of bed, heart beating so hard that I'm scared it's going to leap right out of my chest, and spring across the hall to Dan's room in record time; he needs me.

That idea isn't all that foreign to me, but him yelling it at one in the morning from his bedroom is, worryingly so. I mean, what if he's sick or being murdered or there's a monster under his bed?

Hang on. All of the lights are out, even the one we always leave on in the hall overnight just in case one of us wakes up. I'm in complete darkness; surrounded

Whoops - PHANFandom: YouTube
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)

"Dan. I want. I." The older boy huffs, slumping against the lockers that line the school corridors. "Daniel Howell, can I kiss you?"

Dan just looks stunned, as though someone just told him that he's actually a fictional character in a videogame and all of this is some kind of Matrix-style lie. He seems to shrink even further into his too-big blazer, the action making him look more like a jittery first year rather than a fairly confident Year Ten talking to his boyfriend in the year above. His eyes, brown and huge, dilate slightly, filling with something that the older of the two p

Who Needs Friends?Dear Loneliness,
Will you be my friend?
Because I seem to just be a trend,
That the world has put to bed.

Dear Sorrow,
Will you make me smile?
Because Happiness has run a mile,
Just like everything else I need.

Dear Pessimism,
Will you help me hope?
Because Optimism is a slippery slope,
When you've seen the world.

Dear Apathy,
Will you make me care?
Because I hate Interest's flare,
In a place too dull for life.

Dear Agony,
Will you make me content?
Because you're the one that'll prevent,
That which I long for.

Dear Death,
Will you make me feel alive?
Because I don't even want to survive,
In a world that cares too much.

I Am AddictionI’m past it,
Don’t need it,
Don’t want it,
But what am I without it?
It’s still part of me,
Tattooed for all to see;
Little lines of pain,
Worming into my brain.
My only friend,
Will be my sweet end.
I need definition,
What makes me myself?
I want to be put on a shelf;
Just define me by my actions,
My scars, my abstractions.
Show me who I am,
Who you want me to be,
Hate me,
Love me,
Save me,
Kill me;
Make me
Me.
My old comfort,
My old joy,
Red itching scratch,
And the sentiment I attach,
Dragging me down
And making me fly;
Making me laugh
And making me cry.
Is it addiction?
Is it compulsion?
Is it wrong?
I know it’s not right,
But if I ended it tonight,
Would it really matter?
I’ll never be past it,
Always need it,
Always want it,
Because what am I without it?

Eating In - PIKEYFandom: My Chemical Romance/Fall Out Boy
Pairing: Pikey (Pete Wentz and Mikey Way)
Point of View: Pete

"I'm sorry, Pete." Mikey mumbles into his plate of untouched chicken Chow Mein, tone about as sullen as his wavering little face. "I know I'm a fuck-up."

At the morose little squeak that I don't think I was meant to hear, I throw my empty carton of sweet 'n' sour onto my grubby carpet and fill the empty space in my lap with my boyfriend; a certain Mr Mikey Way. The skinny fifteen-year-old instantaneously nestles into me like a bullet embedding itself into my heart and in return I cuddle him close, hands running all over his bony back as

Red ScreamsSmiling at me, shiny silver teeth
Begging my wrist
For one chaste
Kiss.

Grinning at me, that evil smirk
Making my heart pound
Going berserk.

So sharp so
Good
I know I
Could
And really I
Would
Because I
Should.

Arm’s too full of blood
Of scars
From attempts to
Join the stars.

Photo album of
Ruby caresses
My diary of my
Crimson lament
Showing one
Statement;
I am still
Alive.

Kitten - PHAN - DRABBLEFandom: YouTube
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)

"I want a kitten." The youngest of the pair declares, opening up Google in order to look into the various ways of obtaining aforementioned kitten.

"Why? Cats hate people. A lion would be way cooler." The other boy chips in, walking over to sit with his companion.

"I want a kitten, Phil! This place needs more cute."

Phil's face lights up in a grin and he runs out of the room, only to return a few seconds later with a marker-pen in hand. He uses it to attack Dan's face with ink, artfully drawing on cat whiskers.

"Cutest kitten around."

Totoro - PHANFandom: YouTube
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Point of View: Phil

"Dan, help me! I have a problem."

"I am not sucking you off."

I pause and let out a muted breath of a chuckle, dropping the cushion I had in my hands onto the sofa.

"Oh ha-ha. And you wonder why people think we're gay." I turn to the doorway of the living room to be met with the sight of Dan; grinning like an idiot and clearly proud of himself for being so 'witty'. It's a grin that I should find annoying, which I do, but nothing could ever make me hate one of Dan's smiles. "Seriously, though. I have a problem."

Dan walks over to me; grin now replaced with a

Okay - PHANFandom: YouTube
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Point of View: Phil

The screen flashes at me, announcing that I've died one too many times for a small blue hedgehog to be able to cope with and I sigh; playing Sonic by myself isn't nearly as fun as playing it with Dan, with my sixteen-year-old boyfriend.

But no, he has to be in school and I'm meant to be out looking for a job lest I want my mother to throw out all of my Pokémon trading cards. Not that she actually would; she spent way too much of her hard-earned money on them throughout my childhood to just throw them away now.

I glance to the clock; half past three. Dan s

UselessI'm a cutter
That's all I'll ever be
Once you've learnt that
Defining fact about me.

You'll call me mad
Assume that I'm sad
And that I want
Your help.

You'll check my arms
Only matters if you can see
But I can hide them
All over me.

You'll think I'm sick
Sick in the head
And that makes me feel
Like I want to be dead.

I don't do it
For attention
I don't do it
For a mention
I don't do it
To rebel.
I do it because of
The spell
That it's cast over me.

I Found Me - MINDONFandom: My Chemical Romance/Panic! At The Disco
Pairing: Mindon (Mikey Way and Brendon Urie)
Point of View: Brendon

Fourth part to/set in the same universe as "Out of Gas".

Pete told me my Mikey was good, told me with unparalleled admiration and pride consuming his entire being, but I never thought he meant this good. Largely because this isn't good; it's fucking flawless, almost as perfect as Mikey Way himself is. And that's saying something.

I don't think that I've ever been more proud of Mikes as I am right now, sat on the edge of his bed whilst he stands next to the amp, his beloved implement of second-to-none audible magnificence cr

I Am Not ThemI've got the scars on my skin,
Reminding what I've done,
Who I've been;
Never letting me forget
Everything that I regret
And making sure I know
That I am not Them.

When the moon is way up high,
And the world is in a dream,
I will cry
For all of the death
Within my breath
Whispering into my ear
That I am not Them.

They make me Their shallow joke,
The things They say and do,
Making me choke;
World wants me dead
I'm sick in the head
All because of the fact
That I am not Them.

If I could transform myself,
Make me rich in beauty,
'Cos that's their wealth
I'd rather just die
I want to remain I
Proud of all I am and
That I am not Them.

I think I

Protector - PHAN - OKAY PART 2Fandom: YouTube
Pairing: Phan (AmazingPhil/danisnotonfire)
Point of View: Phil

He had a nightmare last night, one that sent him screaming and flailing and sobbing into my arms in a worryingly un-Dan-like way. It was a nightmare about today; about coming into school. All because a group of kids decided to use him as their own personal punching-bag.

We'd had such a lovely weekend as well, just the two of us.

On Saturday we watched Buffy the Vampire Slayer for fourteen hours solid, me checking on his battle scars every few minutes through this inescapable fear of him slipping away from me despite his protests of him being perfectly alright,

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Life Sucks, So Die

by *CorporateRockWhore, Nov 14, 2012, 9:02:01 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I may not be nice,
I may not be kind,
But there is something
On my mind.
It is something
That I must share;
It is the reason
Why life isn't fair.

Life may not be kind,
Life may not be nice,
But it is what it is and that
Has to suffice.
We don't get a choice;
Life is just this
And we are forced to rejoice.

We must be thankful
For every and all
awesome and awful;
The rise and the fall.
It could be worse,
You could be in a hearse,

But what if that's what you want?
What if that's you're dream;
If it makes you smile and beam?

Then you're an outcast,
Reject,
Freak,
And the won't let you leave.
And your life just got worse.