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The only time I smiled today
Was when I thought of dying
And how good I am at lying
Each and every single day.

I've got a box of painkillers
They sleep right by my bed
For when all I see is red,
They'll numb it into darkest white.

I've tried talking to people,
But I can't word what I want to say
And maybe I like living this way,
Knowing that I'll die soon.

I know I'm self-destructive
My crosshatch skin screams it
But inside there's a little bit
That still aches to be saved.

I've tried before and I'll try again
To put my worthlessness away
But fate forced me to stay;
Death's a bitch like that.

Life makes me want to die
Yet it won't let me leave
Or grant me a reprieve
From that which it's made me hate;
Life itself.
I wrote this late last night, so sorry if it's shitty. Thanks for reading. :)
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hazelisboss Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, life's a bitch like that.
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fuzed-ice Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014
Life can be painful. And it can be beautiful. I hope you can find the beauty in it. We are here supporting you.  I hope you find some soon.
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CorporateRockWhore Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I wrote this a little while ago (sometime last year), and I have definitely found beauty in life since then :hug:
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fuzed-ice Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014
Im glad that you have :-)
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Vallestin Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
None of your stuff is even close to shit, I shall stalk you in a non creepy way till the end of the earth, rope, page, or scroll bar. Whatever.
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CorporateRockWhore Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Hooray for stalking! :icontardglompplz:
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tylerp1991 Featured By Owner May 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
ey good writing yo, this world is a parasite, i know how it is
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CorporateRockWhore Featured By Owner May 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks. :hug:
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tylerp1991 Featured By Owner May 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thank u for the hug and the poems
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BittersweetWanderer Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
OMG NOO!!
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