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Please (Don't) Hate MeIf I told you a lie
But it made you smile
Would it still be a sin?
If I opened the door
But turned you away
Would you still come in?

If I sliced my skin
But it didn't hurt
Would it still be wrong?
If I acted all brave
But couldn't face it
Would I still be strong?

If I tied my noose
Around a tree's open arms
Would it be an embrace?
If I left tonight
And begged you stay
Would you still give chase?

If I committed sin
But hurt nobody
Would I be welcome above?
If I do something you hate
But only for your good
Could it still be true love?

We Are/You Aren'tWe are the unwanted, the broken
The ones you forgot about.
So don't be too surprised when we
Start to scream and shout.

We are the living, the dying
The ones you all put down.
But you'll know who we are when we
Run this goddamn town.

We are the corpses, the maggots
The ones you all despise.
But you'll be the ones scared when we
Expose all your lies.

We are the hunted, the lost
The ones you all spurn.
But you'll cry for our help when we
Leave you all to burn.

We are the losers, the winners
The ones that you deny.
But you'll be the ones damned when we
Hear the angels cry.

Falling for a ReasonGive me a reason to fall in love,
Because I know it will be a lie
About reaching the sky
Or about learning to fly
Please;
It's called falling for a reason.
I don't want to fall in love,
Because I know it'll kill me
When I get to see
Who you can be.
Look;
It's called falling for a reason.
Why do people fall in love,
When they know it's pain
Heartbroken again
Just endless rain
Because
It's called falling for a reason.
Save me,
From this
This Black abyss
They call 'love'.
Help me
To land
Because falling
Really hurts.
I could fall for you
And all that you do,
Just give me a why
And then I'll fly
Straight into your arms.
I think I might fall in love,
It's just too slick
And we just click
So catch me quick.
I know;
It's called falling for a reason,
You could be my reason.

Love Has ExpiredI never thought I’d see the day where it happened
The world should just look away in shame
They always make it sound like love makes the world go round
But they know that it’s already expired
So why do they keep trying to look for me?

This world is filled with so many liars that it’s simply unreal
But nobody cares that most of them get into power
And people only care if they take away their rights
Or if they take away something that they either need or want
That’s what the world is always like

I’m surprised that it took this long to see the truth
That the feeling love has expired by the time you’re in you

Port and Short SkirtsIf half the things I think happened last night did,
Then how the hell am I functioning;
How the hell am I alone
Left to puke it out on my own?
Things I did, things I said
When I told you all I’m better off dead
It wasn’t just the Guinness talking;
Screaming.

Smashing a bottle,
Going full-throttle,
Sleeping on you,
Punching my crew.
Yeah, it’s just a Friday night
And I’m gonna live it up
I’m gonna get buzzed
Until I come back down,
Come crashing down.

What happened to my arm?
Did I try to self-harm?
Who’s the guy round my waist?
Who’s skin am I trying to taste?
When did breathing start stinging?
When

Denial.I know I'm in denial,
Saying I don't love her.
But I still say it all the while,
Because I have been hurt.

I know I should stop this,
I know I should just face it.
But I can't face up to this,
I can only run away from it.

I know that I still love her,
I would take her back in a heartbeat,
But as I can't have her,
I lie to myself, looking down at my feet.

I know that I still love her,
But Denial is my only friend.

Butterfly On A Fence"Butterfly On A Fence"

There once was a crimson butterfly that landed on my fence
Why my fence of all fences to me made no sense
I had built this fence with such sharp edges nothing could land
But never the less here rests a crimson butterfly unplanned

This creature was beautiful and elusive; what a bright hue
The way it spread it's wings when the wind calmly blew
What an elegant display of perfection; truly a prize
One that would light up a room full of eyes

I wanted to catch this crimson butterfly and keep it in a jar
So it could shine in my house nightly like the stars
And I'd treat it with kindness, love, and affection
The k

WitherForgotten, abandoned
Left all alone
Disgraceful, shameful
Left behind, disowned

Locked up, pushed away
Ignored, cast aside
No one ever heard
The bloody tears she cried

Hope, freedom
Life, love and light
The rumors she heard
Are her last thoughts tonight

A hero to save her
Someone for her to love
The dreams she dreamed
But never knew of

Broken, murdered
With a bloody knife
The darkness, a shadow
Of her forgotten life

Hole in the wall
Ink on the page
A ceremony, a seance
Light the rosewood sage

A storm, a downpour
A shower of tears, the rain
The thunder and the lightning
Don't reveal her pain

Body in the water
Blo

Darkness of the UniverseI stopped believing
That happiness can last.
I think we are all just
Pointlessly spiralling further
Into this endless void.

This void is a pit
Of entire blackness.
It lacks light and warmth
And there is no point
in trying to prevent it.
The end is inevitable.
We are all doomed
To rot in this space time continuum.

The end is almost upon us,
Our fate is looming closer.
Nothing can save us.
Such thoughts are naive;
The only thing that lasts forever is our prolonged suffering.

This monstrous dream is now reality.
And it's just you, your crazed thoughts
And Death;
Waiting to clutch you in its suffocating grasp.
I see no point in breathing
Jus

ConfessionIf I was truly condemned for all that I am,
they wouldn't have given me you.

Tell me that there is a heaven,
because there is love.

Tell me that all will be forgiven,
even if it's just for a little bit.

Please.

Just give me this,
and tell me that it's going to be alright.

If you tell me it's alright,
I'll believe you.

I'm offering you my heart.
Take it and do with it what you wish.

Break it.
Abuse it.
Cherish it.
Nurture it.
Heal it.
Trample all over it.

Just promise me that the sun will come up tomorrow,
that you will always be strong and true to yourself.

Promise me, please, that you will
forget the mistakes of the past,
enjoy ever

living and LivingThis year, I am going to live.

That is my resolution; to simply be alive. For that is something that I have never truly been before. Sure, I’ve been breathing and functioning and doing everything that one would class as ‘living’ but I’ve never been alive. Not really.

But then again, have you?

I know what you’re thinking. Of course you have been alive; you’re sat here reading this right now so therefore you must be living. But, if that is indeed what you are thinking, then you have misunderstood my resolution. When I say that this year I am going to ‘live’, what I mean is that I am going to ma

Falling. Alone?When will the rain stop falling?
When will the reaper stop calling?
Did I do something wrong?
I must have
To suffer for this long.

It's not like I didn't try,
And it's not like you did
But I never got to ask why
I just ran and hid.

'Honesty is the best policy'
That's what they say
But I doubt they know truth at all,
Being who they are today.
If I could, I'd wish it away
But I can't
So I'm alone today;
Meant to die here this way.

Alone.

Red ScreamsSmiling at me, shiny silver teeth
Begging my wrist
For one chaste
Kiss.

Grinning at me, that evil smirk
Making my heart pound
Going berserk.

So sharp so
Good
I know I
Could
And really I
Would
Because I
Should.

Arm’s too full of blood
Of scars
From attempts to
Join the stars.

Photo album of
Ruby caresses
My diary of my
Crimson lament
Showing one
Statement;
I am still
Alive.

Life Sucks, So DieI may not be nice,
I may not be kind,
But there is something
On my mind.
It is something
That I must share;
It is the reason
Why life isn't fair.

Life may not be kind,
Life may not be nice,
But it is what it is and that
Has to suffice.
We don't get a choice;
Life is just this
And we are forced to rejoice.

We must be thankful
For every and all
awesome and awful;
The rise and the fall.
It could be worse,
You could be in a hearse,

But what if that's what you want?
What if that's you're dream;
If it makes you smile and beam?

Then you're an outcast,
Reject,
Freak,
And the won't let you leave.
And your life just got worse.

World CrashingMy whole world, this world is crumbling down!
I have no feelings , nothing but a frown.
Because honestly , when you cannot feel, cannot cry
All you really wanna do is stop! Take a deep breath and die!

It's how I'm feeling on the inside. A being of nothing!
A burden! A bag of empty air! Nothing but a lot of fussing!
I want this pain, this pain in my leg to go away!
Because all these scars do is fade and decay,

Just like my soul which is broken. So dead inside.
It's okay because I'm used to being cast aside.
Nothing new. Nothing special. Because that's what happened in the end.
When only you can count on yourself. When you are your only f

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Better Than

by *CorporateRockWhore, Nov 27, 2012, 1:51:01 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

You are
My brother
You're not
My lover.
They called me
A dumb whore
You said
I was more.

You are
My best friend
Here to
The end.
They hurt me
So badly
But you fixed
Me gladly.

You are
My leader
Not just
Some bleeder.
You gave me
So much
To keep me
In touch.

You are
More than
My trusty
Sure plan;
You are
My brother
Better than
My lover.

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~Zerami Nov 30, 2012

That was a beautiful description of a close friendship. Love it!

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*CorporateRockWhore Dec 1, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you very much!

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~silvioricardonelli Nov 29, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

good. I like it.

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*CorporateRockWhore Dec 1, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks; glad you like it.

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~TiaPrincessNews Nov 29, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

That's pretty good. Very strong feelings

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*CorporateRockWhore Nov 29, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you

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~TiaPrincessNews Nov 29, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

You're welcome

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~CheeseLovingChester Nov 28, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I like it :3

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*CorporateRockWhore Nov 28, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thanks

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~Luciedeandreis Nov 27, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

I. Love it!!! I'm. So close to my twin brother it totally describes how i feel for him

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