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How's Hot Now?The world is toxic and I'm sick
But I don't want your cure.
I won't dumb down or grow up;
I'm not playing this game anymore.

Where you go I won't follow
I don't want to march this way.
I get I left and you're right;
But at least I mean all what I say.

Go give a beating, I'm cheating
It's the only way to play fair.
Living is out and dying's in;
Silence for our loss of prayer.

Don't change, just rearrange
All you thought real and true.
Pretty is old so ugly it is;
Is it really worth seeing through?

Choke on lies, drop like flies
Daddy-dear killed you all.
Funny how sweet hate loves me;
Yet I'm still standing tall.

How's it f

The EndIt's something we all have to face
Sometimes we face it with just a silent gaze
No emotions to be shown on our face
Feeling like things went faster than a race

It all comes to an end
It's something from which we cannot defend

Some face it with fear
Some face it with courage
But it's something that you don't have to be scared of
No matter what it is you fear

What behind you is the past
It might have gone a little too fast
But take my hand my friend
And let us walk down this road
And let us not fear
What is at the end

Lies and Truth (Beautiful and Ugly)If I wasn't me and you weren't you,
We wouldn't be us,
And maybe I could love you.
If the sun wasn't bright and the sea weren't blue,
Life wouldn't be this,
And maybe lies could be true.
If plenty was enough and too much wasn't few,
Empty wouldn't be full,
And rather falling I'd have flew.
But instead I fell,
I fell hard for you.

No not you;
I fell for something true,
But that's a lie, as here I do too;
I lie on the floor and cry, cry for you.
I want the light but you're the dark,
I'm the owl but I was born a lark,
I'm just some paradox, dead and stark;
Lying on the floor and crying, crying in the dark.
I fell for a lie

Don't Expect an ApologyDon't blame my music,
I find comfort in those bands.
If you're searching for blame,
Try your own fair hands.

Don't blame my style,
It makes me feel I belong.
In all brutal honesty,
I'm dragging it out too long.

Don't blame my scars,
They're my badges of pride.
I never felt any shame,
Until you made me hide.

Don't blame my friends,
Not that I have many.
It's my own fault, I know,
For not caring any.

Don't blame my scene,
It makes me feel right.
Yet I'm still alone,
Crying quietly all night.

Don't blame my lies,
Those make me disappear.
I do it all for you,
To hide my ending idea.

Go blame yourself,
Because you never sa

This is Me, BeggingIf I could play guitar
I’d write you a song.
If I could run that far
Then I’d run all night long.
But I’m no good at that
So you’ll have to settle for this.

What is this?

It's a plea
A beg
For you
From me
Please come home
I'm all alone
And nobody understands.

I don't want you to R.I.P.
I want you here with me
But I'm not God
And He hates me
So, for now,
I guess it's R.I.P.

Fill MeFill me, consume me, carry me away,
Hold me in your grasp until I never see the light of day.
Take me far away; away from everyone I know
Take away their voices so my breath may finally slow.
Let your peaceful current calm this broken mind,
Let it carry away my thoughts to a place impossible to find.
Give me the silence that I crave each sleepless night,
Fill my ears, my body, my soul; just make everything alright.

Fill this beating heart, so broken, hurt and scarred,
Stop it's painful beating; it's just become too hard.

Where did it go?Where is your love?
Where did it go?
Where is your life?
How did you get so low?

Where is your freedom?
What have you done?
Locked up in your own little kindom
Why are you gone?

Where is your peace?
Look at this mess!
You're just a living-breathing disease
Where is your success?

They expected you to be better
Where did you go?
I made all your dreams shatter
Nothing can save us- I already know.

HeartbreakYou've
hurt me -
I thought
I loved you -
it tore me
apart

I'm lost -
the pieces
are broken -
I have no
glue
to put it
back together -
Only these
hands
to understand
how they
fit

I don't know
you -
I changed
you
and fear the
change
It's so
hard
to Love you
like I Should

A Support -
Understanding
these fractured
bits -
puts it together
he can't do it
but I know

How long
to clutch
at the glass -
bleeding in
my hands -
How do I
let go
of Something
I love so
dearly
and
hate so
much

Shooting Up On StarsThis all started when I's just a kid,
And I gave a damn 'bout what they did.
Here's my advice for you, young one;
You can't undo what someone else's done.

I take coffee same shade as my soul,
The same one I sold for rock'n'roll.
Well, Kid, if you can't learn in life,
Better make sure that you get it right.

Tonight, tonight,
I'll be your wish.
Just make sure you,
Understand this;
I'm not yours but you are mine,
So grab a ticket and get in line.

Oh look, Daddy, look who I've done,
Kid, this is the price for having fun.
I don't drugs but I'll shoot up on stars,
Taking me higher than shiny cars.

Oh look, Mummy, how's it up ther

Recognition FailedAn eerie chill runs over me
As I stare into the mirror.
Who is it exactly that I see
Whom I think needs to be clearer?

I turn away and then glance back
I hope that what I see will change.
But it's still there, that one image,
Is it just me who's feeling strange?

But it seems so real, and is so fake,
This reflection of me that I view.
But it seems that I have become lost
Only my image I cannot undo.

I see myself standing there,
Not even making an effort to smile.
Why should I? I have no reason to,
It has actually been a while.

But I gaze into the mirror again,
Not recognizing who I see.
That's not the person I knew before.
T

My WishIt's all my fault!
I am SO sorry!

I wish I could turn back time.
I wish I could have been there for you...

What am I saying.
It may not be my fault that you died, but
I still ache from the possibility of it.

I should have been there you.
I should have listened to you, cared for you,
payed more attention to you.

I'm sorry I failed you.

Why? Why didn't I comfort you?
Why wasn't I there for you when you needed it most?

I promised you that I would be there for you.
I promised that you could talk to me.
We were best friends.

You trusted me.

I am so sorry I failed you.

I made a mistake...
A BIG one.
I wanted to tell you it, b

completely brokenI am completely broken,
trying hard not to show it.
Trying not to let the tears fall:
Flood,
The classroom floor.

Guardian AngelLook down upon me,
From the lands high above,
Teach me how to see,
And how to appreciate love.

Guide my way,
Down this long broken road,
Tell me the words I need to say,
To reduce my life's load.

Guardian angel,
Looking down from above,
Please help me survive this,
For the ones I do love.

I need your help now,
More than ever before,
You need to fight this hell hound,
Back down to the floor.

I can't do it alone,
That much is true,
So come, hear me now,
Because you know what to do.

Tear You ApartWhat you've done to me,
Can I do to you?
You made my life darker
Than the darkest blue.
I'll be the beginning
Of your end,
Because my heart
Will never mend.
I'll tear apart
Your hopes and dreams
And what your
Existence means.

I was Eve...But you could not be my Adam.I was Eve...But you could not be my Adam.

Many promises are made in the heat of the moment...

And many other words are said with the purpose of instigating.

The mind vulnerable...

The battered body of false illusions.

Because our soul cannot resist to the opposite.

And the opposite will curse the law.

Our meeting was determined by fate,

And our attraction was always evident;

Even for a man blind.

However

There was something hidden behind the rainbow;

Because even with the power of colors...

Oh...beautiful and powerful colors!

Still so...I could see an approaching black color of colorful.

Still I could feel the distance on our p

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Admitting It

by *CorporateRockWhore, Jul 3, 2012, 11:27:43 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

It's not my fault that I can't control myself,
I can't help it that I fell to the dark.
But please, give me yet another chance;
Let me reignite my inner spark.

I understand if you want to give me up,
I know it's the least I deserve.
But please, at least let me try;
I have an honour to preserve.

I'll take the pills for you, my friends,
So that I'm less of a trouble.
But please, know this now, no mistake;
You can't rebuild my rubble.

I'm the crazy electric one with fire inside,
I won't ever give that up.
But please, don't make me not change;
I need help and I'm not ashamed to admit it.

Admitting Itby *CorporateRockWhore

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

This is the first thing I've written in weeks and, reading over this, my lack of practice really shows. Sorry this sucks more than my usual works, but I really wanted/needed to get this out.

Please let me know what you think.

~RebbieChan Jul 4, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

After not writing fora while I tend to find it hard to find my "writer's voice" again too, but this is definitely better than you think. The only iffy part is the last section was worded a bit off, like I had to re-read it to understand what it said. Aside from that it was really good!^^

I like the theme too, you do not have to change who you are to get better, no one is going to change you, they're going to help you. Sounds like a very good step in the right direction!

*CorporateRockWhore Jul 9, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you very much! Sorry about that last section, I do have a tendency to make things more than a little confusing/tricky to understand.

Thanks again!

~RebbieChan Jul 11, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

lol I do that too.

~Felicia-Neko Jul 3, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I know the feeling..nicely written

*CorporateRockWhore Jul 9, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you.

~isasongs Jul 3, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

I think this is a very good piece

*CorporateRockWhore Jul 9, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Thank you very much!

~isasongs Jul 9, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

No problem!
And please feel free to check out some of my work as well

~KarmaKid94 Jul 3, 2012 Student Writer

You shouldn't be ashamed. We're not asking you to change, honey. We're just asking you to try to be happy. If you can't do that, we'll be here just the same.

*CorporateRockWhore Jul 3, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

It's kinda hard not to be ashamed sometimes, especially when your sleeves ride up and strangers stare at you like you're a fucking psycho. I will try my best to be a happier person, I do feel better already knowing that you're here and that my family are willing to help me.

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